i don't know if i am the one for you in this life
i can't help hearing my voice calling your name
when i try so hard not to look at your eyes
maybe i have fallen in love with you
well tonight maybe this time i can hear you breathe
it's alive. to see you smile with those tears in your eyes
they may say that u're just a girl in this spinning world
in my heart, u're like the world to me
i so can't describe how i'm feeling deep inside
so much more than i can say
with your touch it feels so right
oh my u're so near all the time in this place
i know in my heart that i'll never let you go in this lifetime
because u're just so beautiful to me
touch my hand, feel my heart, hold me close and u'll find me
Friday, November 04, 2005
was re-reading my post again and well, i dunno. sounded dem sarcastic.im not thinking about anything else anymore. fluttering away.. @ 6:33 AM |
back
Monday, October 24, 2005
been ages since i've last blogged.hmmm well first things first, promos arefinally over! like woots! haha. well, i must say that this is the most unprepared exam i've had so far. but phew glad dats its finally over! my marks aren't that fantastic either but i'm really dissapointed with chem. after all the crash courses in afzal's tution, it still didnt work out. i really hate seeing the dissapointed faces from my parents. anywayz sidetrack, sung sandy charm and me are currently working part time for BeN n JeRrY's haha. its seriously loads and loads of fun scooping at the scoop shop with all the happy faces surrounding you. the job's not exactly easy either. my arms were aching like mad from doing all that waffle cones, bowls, and not forgetting scooping all that ice-cream. but wow! i'm not trying to promote the brand, but the ice cream's really rich and creamy and they are really generous with their chunks of chocolate and gobs of gooey marshmellow in it. just can't get enough of cherry garcia! the top selling flavour!..haha...okok...shall stop tempting u all but its really worth the money guys! yupyup.talking bout that, think i ate too much dat i fell sick!haha...*sniffs
since promos, life has been hectic and tiring both emotionally and physically. im totally drained out. guess its because im trying to run away from something so much dat im giving my all to the job. i kinda miss my old life slacking away and waking up late. but i guess, life's liddat. i wish i can wake up tmr feeling refreshed and alive but i guess i can't...so till then, i guess i'll just try to stay strong. better than yesterday. fluttering away.. @ 7:58 AM |
lalala
Wednesday, August 03, 2005
haha its me! hah.. not Ter la! ME!!!-_- its been so long since i wrote.. todae went out with ter to watch CHARLIE N DA CHOC FACT!!! hahaha... nice! :)))) we were munching away our chips and sweets and whatever stuffs while watchin it.. i think the movie made us eat more-_-;; anyway the ending was pretty ok.. i prefer the starting.. ahh but its so nice! y? its FOOD hahhaa.. well im suffocating with the amt of tutes piled up.. still at sigma -0- wth..hahaha the bungee jumpin feelin is really bad. hate it to the core. just feel like screamin my guts out.. 이젠 나혼자서만 서있다는게 너무힘든걸..젠장 -HaeSung flyin by -0-// fluttering away.. @ 9:15 PM |
depressed-ter
Saturday, July 30, 2005
this week has been a total challenge for me both emotionally and physically. been sleeping like a corpse throughout lectures and seriously this week jus totally sucked.people breaking down in the middle of class swollen teary eyes and all. its really horrible to see you guys in sucha state.though i may not know wat exactly happened, i'm really willing to be a listening ear for you guys.really bad in words and jus can't seem to find any words to cheer u guys up.feels like shit seriously. though it may seem i dun care a shit, still i pray that you guys would cheer up soon and that sc9 would return to its usual fun, happy state.
got back my report card today.it was really hideous and awful.havent even have the guts to show it to my parents yet. will most probably be screwed real badly or even get grounded.was really inspired by ms kuah today and that now's the time to really push harder and to encourage all those around you.its not the time to brood over the ugly past but instead, we should just 'hold hands' and reach the finishing line TOGETHER as a class. well, she didn't really say all this, but thats how i really feel. sc9, c'mon guys, i'm sure there's nothing in this world that we can't do or go through all together. from now till promos, it'll be pure excruiating torture, but remember that we're all in this together....
been thinking about so many stuff lately. well, after this period of time, i learnt that everyone isn't perfect and that though he/she may look tough and firm on the outside, they are actually vunerable in some ways...sigh...tinking about myself, i agree that im not perfect. but i'm trying real hard to be the best i can. it'll take time, but i will.
shoutouts-1SC9
sherbet: hey babe.has been a blast knowing ya since the old sec 2o days.your reassuring smile just infects the whole class. hope to see you in class always yea? ;)
sung: really hope to see you hyper and happy my fellow soulmate soon. thanks for being there always for me and that i can tell you almost anything and everything. really fun when we go make fun of 'darrocku yousucku' and screw up our lab practices everytime. glad i've known you and rmb i'll always be there if you need a listening ear yea?
lydia:the 'nao ghia' wasn't meant fer you! ;) can never forget the time during the class party when u did the 'my milkshake' thinggy...haha...from now on, u're my inspiration to work hard fer promos! rock on girly!
sandy: stay strong babe!hope ta see u alive and kicking once again!heard about the 'powerpuff gals' in sc9...hmmm...wonder which one would u be...bubbles,buttercup or blossom....second thought maybe not...tink u're most probably mojojojo ;)
gen: how did your school's founder's day dinner go?always thought u were the quiet type...but not anymore! dis girly has a hidden sense of humour and its always super fun ta suan 'sup' rite?haha...had hell of a great time on fri in town wif u 5d and sung...love ya lots!
luddy: hey girly...somehow i really miss the days of the mg clique in sc9....miss ur 'spastic'ness in class.hey i'm not an 'orh lang' haha....must really catch-up wif you soon...
tash: thanks fer the treat at swensons yea! *shh* got a secret ta tell ya.....'I LOVE YOUR HOUSE!!!' haha.....btw, hope ur leg's getting better!
gaby: want wings? drink red bull! haha...yo babe! hope ta see the smile on ur face once again! remember sc9's always there for u yea? still have the mambo song ringing in my mind....'together 4eva 2gether as one.......' okie....shall not start making noise like laishan ;)
peisi: peisi!!!cute baby...always say 'shuddup lah'...dem power! hope ya had a great birthday yea? and *pssst*...ur a dem good goalkeeper ;)
melio: class rep! my fellow mg pal and lao pa! thanks fer ur sweet note the other time! dun get too stress by ur grades yea? we'll all work hard together yea? stay the happy crazy melio that i know and hmph...will splash MORE water on u next time! dun get too depressed yea.rmb u've still got ur 'nu er'
suppy: canto rocks!!! haha...still starving urself wif 'har kows and seiw mais'? still rmb u doing bodycombat! *smiles* really fun being wif u and ur 'spastic'ness really bring a smile on my face! real fun to suan you and *ahem*...but dun take it to heart yea hongkong girl! btw, must teach me to speak canto yea?
peihan: my fellow team-mate for project work! was super impressed when u played the er-hu the other time!thought u were dem quiet too...but its so not! haha...never knew u liked fisherman's friend too!
zulaihah: my fellow mate for pw too!haha...been long since u last updated me abt ur *ahem yea?haha...stay the chirpy girly always yea...still rmb the first time i saw u was in the toilet..haha...smelly but true!
sze: u play really well dude! focused and determined.watever it may turn out, hope things would work out fer u....oh yea..beware of mr ho's suaning..ahaha
darroch: 'darrocku usucku!' haha...ur 'lame'ness never fail to make my day!still remember the other time u did the superstar dance....and pls dumbo! u're not gonna die! hope ur leg's feeling better too yea?
kahhern:dem terrible! always suaning me eh? hmph...must take my revenge soon!haha...wait...tink better not.skali sumone heart pain!haha....still rmb the time at the mrt!haha...sorrie lah...aim wrongly!haha...whu ask u act tough! ahah
sam: haha...u and your stupid ping pong joke...wha lau...will never forget that! really fun guy wif a great sense of humour!thanks for always cheering me up when im down and out! dun fret about ur grades yea? im sure it'll work out in the end :)
leonard: eh brudder! cahoots wif kah hern eh! haha...jkjk...eh...when are u gonna teach me some pro hockey skills! still got the bunny video from the other time 'i wanta movit movit' haha...dem farnae lah you!
fydee: 5d!!! the guy who's dem 'horny'!!! haha...u rock! really funny and oh yea...must try the bedawi wateva soon! haha...thanks fer being so helpful always! one thing to say: 5d! go blow ur horns!hahaha...
faizul: haha...u're dem farnae! all ur scandals wif muraly are really amusing! must say u sang the malay song real well on stage!really impressive wif the drums and all. though i dun understand, but yea! rock on!
muraly: hidden humour and the guy whu likes listening to tamil songs...still remember the time at the hockey match when u were suaning the turban referee...haha wat 'turbanator' haha...you and *ahem* eh...hahah...*wink wink*
jamie: 'when's the next pw meeting?' hahaha....jkjk...dun fret over ur troubles yea? jus trust the lord in wateva u do yea? eh...teach me badminton leh.
SC9!you guys rock my world. thanks fer making the last 7/3 months so memorable. thanks for being there, being a part of me, a part of my life....
what seriously went wrong? everyone's acting weirdly. funny looks and gestures. seriously watever! what am i seriously typing? okie everything's not working right. to all those feeling down and out, cheer up yea. everything's gonna be alrite. sc9 rawks my socks! charm: you really made my day! was super hilarious today. gosh we were seriously reetarded doing all those body combat movements in public.haha..and the prosthetic leg stockings!never laughed and smiled as much in the whole of this week. glad i had u around. sung: thanx fer being there fer me...we're practically soulmates now!haha...and all the dumb retarded stuff we do together in class.ahah.remember if you ever need anyone to talk to, there's always T to the ERE to the SA! fluttering away.. @ 5:32 AM |
peeps!
Saturday, July 09, 2005
heya peeps! never blogged fer super long. well yea, so much things happened dis week. so much mind bloggling stuff to brood over.oh wells, it all over now and it's time to move on. got back term results dis week. gosh, the marks were hiddeous. but i kinda expected it cos i only started mugging the two weeks before plus all the project work stuff. sigh...oh wells, i've decided to not let history repeat itself. so gonna work hard! i hope. haha...yupyup..
school's quite fun. almost all the teacher were changed lah.miss mdm tham loads....sigh the k. chua is like *cough*...whenever he tries to explain, i'll can't help but roll my eyes. know he's trying real hard but its really weird lah.haha maybe i'll try to hear him out in class lah. no choice..sigh and well, our new chem tcher's quite funny and hip. 'hip' not as in the outer appearance but 'hip' as in the kind that we can approach and ask stupid questions without being marked as being stupid. still rmb that time during chem pract when i happened to be stoning in his direction. apparently, he thought i was looking at him and he said "why are you looking at me, do ur work" gosh lah who on the right mind wld look at him...sounded so wrong.we even had a new chinese tcher.he's quite fun i guess. school's getting so interesting lately, the people in class is getting super siao lah. tink i'm getting influenced. u can ask sung cos i was crazy on fri. doing stupid stuff in the toilet.haha.. guess sc9's getting more bonded now.but still, there's still a bridge.hmm...but i'm sure it'll work out in the end yea? gaby: not sure if u'll read dis but jus wanted ta say that though you're feeling down and out now, do look around you. do u see us? now that's the sc9 spirit, you know we'll always be there fer u girly!
hmm...yea, tink that's all. to all sc9 past present, all the best yea! dun fret over terms cos you know we'll work hard together and ace our promos! love ya guys!
TERms are over! like wow! time fer celebration! hmm...actually maybe not. cos i most probably screwed it up. guess i'll have to attend stupid supp classes.oh wells... have been going out almost everyday since TERms ended. towning everyday...gosh oh wells....going out soon...bye world! fluttering away.. @ 10:06 PM |
