~black butterfly kisses~

2005-11-04T06:33:00.000-08:00

was re-reading my post again and well, i dunno. sounded dem sarcastic.im not thinking about anything else anymore.

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2005-10-24T07:58:00.000-07:00

been ages since i've last blogged.hmmm well first things first, promos are finally over! like woots! haha. well, i must say that this is the most unprepared exam i've had so far. but phew glad dats its finally over! my marks aren't that fantastic either but i'm really dissapointed with chem. after all the crash courses in afzal's tution, it still didnt work out. i really hate seeing the dissapointed faces from my parents. anywayz sidetrack, sung sandy charm and me are currently working part time for BeN n JeRrY's haha. its seriously loads and loads of fun scooping at the scoop shop with all the happy faces surrounding you. the job's not exactly easy either. my arms were aching like mad from doing all that waffle cones, bowls, and not forgetting scooping all that ice-cream. but wow! i'm not trying to promote the brand, but the ice cream's really rich and creamy and they are really generous with their chunks of chocolate and gobs of gooey marshmellow in it. just can't get enough of cherry garcia! the top selling flavour!..haha...okok...shall stop tempting u all but its really worth the money guys!
yupyup.talking bout that, think i ate too much dat i fell sick!haha...*sniffs

since promos, life has been hectic and tiring both emotionally and physically. im totally drained out. guess its because im trying to run away from something so much dat im giving my all to the job. i kinda miss my old life slacking away and waking up late. but i guess, life's liddat. i wish i can wake up tmr feeling refreshed and alive but i guess i can't...so till then, i guess i'll just try to stay strong. better than yesterday.

lalala

2005-08-03T21:15:00.000-07:00

haha its me! hah..
not Ter la! ME!!!-_-
its been so long since i wrote..
todae went out with ter to watch CHARLIE N DA CHOC FACT!!!
hahaha... nice! :))))
we were munching away our chips and sweets and whatever stuffs while watchin it..
i think the movie made us eat more-_-;; anyway
the ending was pretty ok.. i prefer the starting.. ahh but its so nice! y? its FOOD
hahhaa..
well im suffocating with the amt of tutes piled up..
still at sigma -0- wth..hahaha

the bungee jumpin feelin is really bad. hate it to the core.
just feel like screamin my guts out..
이젠 나혼자서만 서있다는게 너무힘든걸..젠장

-HaeSung flyin by -0-//

depressed-ter

2005-07-30T20:30:00.000-07:00

this week has been a total challenge for me both emotionally and physically. been sleeping like a corpse throughout lectures and seriously this week jus totally sucked.people breaking down in the middle of class swollen teary eyes and all. its really horrible to see you guys in sucha state.though i may not know wat exactly happened, i'm really willing to be a listening ear for you guys.really bad in words and jus can't seem to find any words to cheer u guys up.feels like shit seriously. though it may seem i dun care a shit, still i pray that you guys would cheer up soon and that sc9 would return to its usual fun, happy state.

got back my report card today.it was really hideous and awful.havent even have the guts to show it to my parents yet. will most probably be screwed real badly or even get grounded.was really inspired by ms kuah today and that now's the time to really push harder and to encourage all those around you.its not the time to brood over the ugly past but instead, we should just 'hold hands' and reach the finishing line TOGETHER as a class. well, she didn't really say all this, but thats how i really feel. sc9, c'mon guys, i'm sure there's nothing in this world that we can't do or go through all together. from now till promos, it'll be pure excruiating torture, but remember that we're all in this together....

been thinking about so many stuff lately. well, after this period of time, i learnt that everyone isn't perfect and that though he/she may look tough and firm on the outside, they are actually vunerable in some ways...sigh...tinking about myself, i agree that im not perfect. but i'm trying real hard to be the best i can. it'll take time, but i will.

shoutouts-1SC9

sherbet: hey babe.has been a blast knowing ya since the old sec 2o days.your reassuring smile just infects the whole class. hope to see you in class always yea? ;)

sung: really hope to see you hyper and happy my fellow soulmate soon. thanks for being there always for me and that i can tell you almost anything and everything. really fun when we go make fun of 'darrocku yousucku' and screw up our lab practices everytime. glad i've known you and rmb i'll always be there if you need a listening ear yea?

lydia:the 'nao ghia' wasn't meant fer you! ;) can never forget the time during the class party when u did the 'my milkshake' thinggy...haha...from now on, u're my inspiration to work hard fer promos! rock on girly!

sandy: stay strong babe!hope ta see u alive and kicking once again!heard about the 'powerpuff gals' in sc9...hmmm...wonder which one would u be...bubbles,buttercup or blossom....second thought maybe not...tink u're most probably mojojojo ;)

gen: how did your school's founder's day dinner go?always thought u were the quiet type...but not anymore! dis girly has a hidden sense of humour and its always super fun ta suan 'sup' rite?haha...had hell of a great time on fri in town wif u 5d and sung...love ya lots!

luddy: hey girly...somehow i really miss the days of the mg clique in sc9....miss ur 'spastic'ness in class.hey i'm not an 'orh lang' haha....must really catch-up wif you soon...

tash: thanks fer the treat at swensons yea! *shh* got a secret ta tell ya.....'I LOVE YOUR HOUSE!!!' haha.....btw, hope ur leg's getting better!

gaby: want wings? drink red bull! haha...yo babe! hope ta see the smile on ur face once again! remember sc9's always there for u yea? still have the mambo song ringing in my mind....'together 4eva 2gether as one.......' okie....shall not start making noise like laishan ;)

peisi: peisi!!!cute baby...always say 'shuddup lah'...dem power! hope ya had a great birthday yea? and *pssst*...ur a dem good goalkeeper ;)

melio: class rep! my fellow mg pal and lao pa! thanks fer ur sweet note the other time! dun get too stress by ur grades yea? we'll all work hard together yea? stay the happy crazy melio that i know and hmph...will splash MORE water on u next time! dun get too depressed yea.rmb u've still got ur 'nu er'

suppy: canto rocks!!! haha...still starving urself wif 'har kows and seiw mais'? still rmb u doing bodycombat! *smiles* really fun being wif u and ur 'spastic'ness really bring a smile on my face! real fun to suan you and *ahem*...but dun take it to heart yea hongkong girl! btw, must teach me to speak canto yea?

peihan: my fellow team-mate for project work! was super impressed when u played the er-hu the other time!thought u were dem quiet too...but its so not! haha...never knew u liked fisherman's friend too!

zulaihah: my fellow mate for pw too!haha...been long since u last updated me abt ur *ahem yea?haha...stay the chirpy girly always yea...still rmb the first time i saw u was in the toilet..haha...smelly but true!

sze: u play really well dude! focused and determined.watever it may turn out, hope things would work out fer u....oh yea..beware of mr ho's suaning..ahaha

darroch: 'darrocku usucku!' haha...ur 'lame'ness never fail to make my day!still remember the other time u did the superstar dance....and pls dumbo! u're not gonna die! hope ur leg's feeling better too yea?

kahhern:dem terrible! always suaning me eh? hmph...must take my revenge soon!haha...wait...tink better not.skali sumone heart pain!haha....still rmb the time at the mrt!haha...sorrie lah...aim wrongly!haha...whu ask u act tough! ahah

sam: haha...u and your stupid ping pong joke...wha lau...will never forget that! really fun guy wif a great sense of humour!thanks for always cheering me up when im down and out! dun fret about ur grades yea? im sure it'll work out in the end :)

leonard: eh brudder! cahoots wif kah hern eh! haha...jkjk...eh...when are u gonna teach me some pro hockey skills! still got the bunny video from the other time 'i wanta movit movit' haha...dem farnae lah you!

fydee: 5d!!! the guy who's dem 'horny'!!! haha...u rock! really funny and oh yea...must try the bedawi wateva soon! haha...thanks fer being so helpful always! one thing to say: 5d! go blow ur horns!hahaha...

faizul: haha...u're dem farnae! all ur scandals wif muraly are really amusing! must say u sang the malay song real well on stage!really impressive wif the drums and all. though i dun understand, but yea! rock on!

muraly: hidden humour and the guy whu likes listening to tamil songs...still remember the time at the hockey match when u were suaning the turban referee...haha wat 'turbanator' haha...you and *ahem* eh...hahah...*wink wink*

jamie: 'when's the next pw meeting?' hahaha....jkjk...dun fret over ur troubles yea? jus trust the lord in wateva u do yea? eh...teach me badminton leh.

SC9!you guys rock my world. thanks fer making the last 7/3 months so memorable. thanks for being there, being a part of me, a part of my life....

love, ter

why

2005-07-17T05:32:00.000-07:00

what seriously went wrong? everyone's acting weirdly. funny looks and gestures. seriously watever! what am i seriously typing? okie everything's not working right.
to all those feeling down and out, cheer up yea. everything's gonna be alrite.
sc9 rawks my socks!
charm: you really made my day! was super hilarious today. gosh we were seriously reetarded doing all those body combat movements in public.haha..and the prosthetic leg stockings!never laughed and smiled as much in the whole of this week. glad i had u around.
sung: thanx fer being there fer me...we're practically soulmates now!haha...and all the dumb retarded stuff we do together in class.ahah.remember if you ever need anyone to talk to, there's always T to the ERE to the SA!

peeps!

2005-07-09T16:20:00.000-07:00

heya peeps! never blogged fer super long. well yea, so much things happened dis week. so much mind bloggling stuff to brood over.oh wells, it all over now and it's time to move on. got back term results dis week. gosh, the marks were hiddeous. but i kinda expected it cos i only started mugging the two weeks before plus all the project work stuff. sigh...oh wells, i've decided to not let history repeat itself. so gonna work hard! i hope. haha...yupyup..

school's quite fun. almost all the teacher were changed lah.miss mdm tham loads....sigh the k. chua is like *cough*...whenever he tries to explain, i'll can't help but roll my eyes. know he's trying real hard but its really weird lah.haha maybe i'll try to hear him out in class lah. no choice..sigh and well, our new chem tcher's quite funny and hip. 'hip' not as in the outer appearance but 'hip' as in the kind that we can approach and ask stupid questions without being marked as being stupid. still rmb that time during chem pract when i happened to be stoning in his direction. apparently, he thought i was looking at him and he said "why are you looking at me, do ur work" gosh lah who on the right mind wld look at him...sounded so wrong.we even had a new chinese tcher.he's quite fun i guess.

school's getting so interesting lately, the people in class is getting super siao lah. tink i'm getting influenced. u can ask sung cos i was crazy on fri. doing stupid stuff in the toilet.haha.. guess sc9's getting more bonded now.but still, there's still a bridge.hmm...but i'm sure it'll work out in the end yea?

gaby: not sure if u'll read dis but jus wanted ta say that though you're feeling down and out now, do look around you. do u see us? now that's the sc9 spirit, you know we'll always be there fer u girly!

hmm...yea, tink that's all. to all sc9 past present, all the best yea! dun fret over terms cos you know we'll work hard together and ace our promos! love ya guys!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY to MICHELLE AND FYEDEE!

2005-07-02T22:06:00.000-07:00

TERms are over! like wow! time fer celebration! hmm...actually maybe not. cos i most probably screwed it up. guess i'll have to attend stupid supp classes.oh wells...
have been going out almost everyday since TERms ended. towning everyday...gosh
oh wells....going out soon...bye world!

2005-06-17T07:31:00.000-07:00

nuthing's been going right fer me lately...keep bickering wif my sis and bro's sucha PITA....sigh terms are jus a week away lah....really driving me up the wall. *sighs again

den last nite...was taking a bus home from victoria concert hall...thot 75 goes ta holland....to my horror, it went the opp. direction to marina centre....arghh...hadta dash across the busy road to marina square cos i cldn't take the escalator which was alrd off. dem suay lah...summore wearing a skirt...lucky never fall down...sigh...den all the apus were at 7eleven...dem scary lah...dunno also leh...just cldnt find my way out to the bustop at esplanade...the mall was closed and was so dimly lighted....was really helpless....
well, thank goodness i met this auntie...i must say she was an 'angel dropped frm above'. she even walked me ta the bus stop lah...maybe i was exxagerating bt i was really thankful...THANKS AUNTIE! though i dun even knoe her name...

and that wasn't the end of the night....my sis told me abt the news about the kallang murder case...dis psycho chopped up a 22 year old lady into pieces, put them into photocopying boxes and threw them in kallang river...
seriously....it was OMG! wat did the poor lady do to deserve sucha torture. that wasnt the worse...the worst was that my sis had canoeing training at kallang on the day the boxes was found...she saw the exact same white photocopying box near the shore and apparently, it was blocking the route of the boat, slaming on it a few times cos of the waves... her team mate pushed the box away summore.....and even exclaimed the box was dem heavy.....
well, i guess innocence is bliss because can ya imagine if they had opened the box? curoisity kills....
was so scared that i cldnt slp lah...thank gdness was on the fone if not i'll probably faint and die....

seriously, dis is certainly not my week...feeling super confused and weird lah...feel i've hurt someone...really hope it's not as bad i think it is lah...sigh...dunno why too, but im having super mixed feeling at the moment so i guess, i'm sorta troubled....argh...dun even knoe wat im saying now....thank god i've super duper great pals whom i can jus talk to for eternity...thanks guys! love ya lots...thanx fer giving me advice and always being a listening ear...i knoe i can always count on ya guys and things would work out eventually! well, guess i'll just leave it in god's hands....amen

ter.

2005-06-04T22:51:00.000-07:00

had a major shopping spree todae...spent like nobody's business.haha. now im having its after effects-my legs are killing. met jiying and her classmates today at wisma...was super embarrassing lah...
chanced upon dis todae in borders
love: the irresistable desire to be irresistably desired
sounds dem cheem though...
hmph...i still wanna eat ice cream!!!
ter.

:)

2005-06-02T00:29:00.000-07:00

school's out!!! like wow! been indulging in slackistry....hols's starting to get boring though...guess i'll hafta start mugging soon fer terms. ahh!!! wanna eat ice cream!!!
okie...that was a little too random...
alrite...tired...
good nite world!
ter

farnae

2005-05-22T00:45:00.000-07:00

whoa....today was quite a hectic day fer me. went fer sam's belated bdae party at some american club. Boy, the food was dem good. Took lots of pictures n went to the arcade. Sam's sucha joker man. kept doing sme funny actions while playing ping pong. She's da bomb man! Played daytona....dem exciting man. everyone was practically screaming!
then went ta wisma shop shop fer a while n off i went to the wedding dinner.
dinner started really late bt 'fortunately' we met this stupid china waiter

he: ecuse me...wat drink u want
me: erm...wat drinks do ya haf
he: got tee, also got 'spray'
me: huh? u mean sprite?

hahaha....me n my bro were laughing like crazy lah...tt guys really made my day!
alrite...dem tired...
goodnite world! ter

!?@#$%^&*

2005-05-16T17:58:00.000-07:00

quite some time since i wrote..
lucky theres Ter! to make the blog flow~ hehe

lets start from 14/may
had camelot rehearsal from like 10 to 6
had to give this excuse that i had to leave early coz my family is waiting for me to celebrate my bdae.. wth-_- the schdule said six n what i heard is that it ended llike 7.30.
went out dinner with Divian at NYDC.
turned out pretty good. we were laughing our heads off. thanks pig:)
we couldnt even walk by the time we were done with the food.
guess how much we ate -float,milkshake,salad,bakedpasta,and a whole mudpie. (!!!!!)
couldnt even stand up later haha

15/may started with me arguing with my pig.
i guess he was frustrated with his own problems yet i didnt give him space.
but i wanted attention! at least for that day.. well my selfishness.
anyway in church was great :) ppl wishing me happy bdae n messages flying in.
had dinner at spageddies with my parents (nearly puked -again- after over indulging)
and so sweet of my mom she gave me a box of sweet stuff inside!
she actually went around looking for something for me. awwww isnt that sweet..haha
birthday was good except this small part of me being upset but well hahah
theres always next yr!!

16/may
oh my god oh my god oh my god!!!!!!!!!!!!
guess what i got from my class..............................
MP3 PLAYER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
which class gives their classmate an mp3??? huh?? huh??
hahahha im a lucky girl ;)
thank you people!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i lurv u guys!!
oops bell rang.. gotta rush!
Shoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

-HS

muaks

2005-05-15T21:55:00.000-07:00

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY SUNG!!!!

shit you

2005-05-13T23:09:00.000-07:00

i cant believe wat i heard. am totally dissapointed in you and frankly saying, u're pissing the shit outta me!
always treated u as a frend and even felt sorry for u when things were going bad fer you. u totally dissapointed me.dun exaggerate and go tell everyone abt everything using my name cos u almost ruined my life! gonna dao u till god knoes when cos tt's the price you hafta pay! shall not waste my precious time on you ever again cos u ain't worth it. ter :(

*bleh

2005-05-12T19:26:00.000-07:00

yoyo i back to blog again...dis wk is really tiring, both mentally n physically.....sigh...
bt thats sidetrack, cos did my 2.4 run 2dae in 14.07. yay!! though its nuthing much to be proud of,
still im really glad i survived it. The first few rounds were fine, bt it was pratically a killer during the
5th n 6th round.it was really sweet tt the rest of the class came to cheer for us. would haf most probably
given up...thank you guys! *hugs* haha.laopa was super sweet n even offered to get us drinks! love her mans!

well, finally understood the meaning of polictics in school. its just so taxing n im really sick of it. haf decided to
jus stay neutral to every situation tt comes across. dun wanna land myself in a dilemma anymore. so i guess i
hafta watch wat i say...

loads of tests are cming up next wk....kinda stressing me out..oh wells, if i ever survive next wk, i go treat myself
to smething nice!!! ;) mom's callin, gtg eat dinner now.see ya! ter :)

_

2005-05-09T03:59:00.000-07:00

wow damit im so surprised wev already had 4 entries.
lets go shave our heads haha
TER! what hot guy. i was just helping u comment! kekeke
but well too bad he's taken.
to someone i leeeeaaaaaaaaaast expected.
man he suits u more.

seriously.

ok talking rubbish~
anyway iv got to wait till 5!! for drama.
i wan to go back zZZzz
i think the drama teachers are starting to hate me.
hmmmmmmmm.. who cares.
3more weeks!!
u guys better come n watch! though would be impossible to get the glimps of me keke

i flung my maths, time to flung bio.. shit
iv got my bio notes infront!
a nucleotide consist of a pentose sugar, nitrogenous base, phosphate gp!
-0- i got that -0-
i wonder when im going to flip to the next page.
anyway this entry is looooooooooong
oOOOoooOOOo
i think im high!

i miss this pig.
-0-//-0-//-0-//-0-//

HS-*

numbed

2005-05-08T00:44:00.000-07:00

attended the orange entre course todae! see, im so dedicated! well, it's super boring though and was super cold n hungry in the hub! den went ta town again fer lunch at coffee club. really nice leh...tried to study a little of maths den went shopping wif charm n jiying.we all tried sme clothes in topshop! sho fun mans.and my! must say dat the wisma toilet is really clean n nice! girls, go check it out! really miss those days in mg where we dun hafta think so much abt complicated stuff and everyone treats everybody genuinely. u can say im immature, bt it's seriously tiring. oh wells! feeling bloated. ate so much thai food fer dinner. hope dun suffer frm stomach cancer or smething.haha...toking rubbish alrdy...alrite...bye

*dunno wat to say...but i feel really bad to see u so miserable. didnt want it to turn out liddat either.
i knoe im really mean by ignoring ya msg...bt i sure hope u wld understand me. still, wish to stay great pals!*

entry no.2

2005-05-07T01:44:00.000-07:00

heya peeps!!!
dis my very first entry though...mel says our blog won't last fer a day....but hahaha....we'll see!
anyway!!! wanna thank my great laopa for helping sung n me get dis blog done! love ya loads!
today's p.e was pretty fun...played soccer again. had to wear dis stupid red bib thing...wah lau...dem
ugly lor...bt sidetrack, cos me n sung saw dis hot guy playing centre for netball...wha!!
haha...lessons were pretty boring though...slept an slept like a pig...after sch, went ta town wif charm.
was amanda's bdae dinner so ate sakae fer dinner. whoah...saw like a million pple there...sam crystal amanda charm me thadd kenetth sugi guy ganyang....they were dem farnae lah...the ruggers were there too....gosh....so off man!
well....was looking thru my fone n saw the sc9 class snippet....quite farnae...every1 was practically slacking during bio tutiorial mans...except kah hern....tsktsk mugger sia
starting to love my class sc9 more...but really miss sc9 part1ners loads! miss the lame jokes, the lunch n recesses we had together plus all the class gatherings! it's really different now without u guys n jus wanna let u all knoe that u guys take a huge spot in my heart. love ya guys!
oh wells...its pretty late...gtg slp soon. tata :) ter

invading!

2005-05-06T23:54:00.000-07:00

mel here's to invade! wahahaha.

this is funn! whee. take care babes!

HUGGS.

new blog *-Entry no.1

2005-05-06T16:05:00.000-07:00

In the library now.

The moment we sat in the library table,
HS:(flippin for maaths notes)..feel frustrated..lets go havoc..
Ter: (eyes from closed to big) ya!

a sudden idea of creatin a blog led us to the com..
all the while we were too lazy to do smth like blogging.

wow here's one -_- hahahahahaha lamers-0-

*~black butterfly kisses~*